Billy, don't be a hero...

You know when you wake up with with a ridiculous song in your head, it's just going to be one of those days.

After writing incoherently into the wee hours of the morning about a military conflict issue, 'Billy Don't Be a Hero' was the annoying song my brain's jukebox of random tunes selected. I haven't heard that song in years...

Clearly, what we struggle with in our conscious mind hangs around for a while in the subconscious, dinging around trying to make sense of it all.

Wonder what the song will be tomorrow, as a new MRI showed that one of the arthritis-induced bone spurs on my ankle snapped off at some point in the last week and hunkered down between the bones in my ankle. Little bugger (maybe the size of a pea) apparently is like Heed - spherical, but quick pointy in parts.

The pointy parts are amassing a nice glob of fluid around them and shredding the neighboring tendons. Nice. Doogie Doc said, "Hell yeah, if I were a tendon I'd be pissed too." I liked him immediately.

So add to my collection of braces a fancy ski-boot-clippy number, all stylish in black and grey.

Now we play the waiting game for six weeks to see if it floats its way on outta there. Hubs is taking the tendon route and is livid that we're not going in immediately and digging it out.

I have a mixed bag of feelings about that, and about the future. Trying to keep up appearances that I am okay with all of this change is becoming more difficult with each new surgery. At least I'd get a chance to wear that cozy Bair Hugger again.

Just as I finish typing, a shiny silver hair drifted onto my screen. That kinda says it all.